HAiyoh

I'm sooo pissed..
I've blocked those people that im suppose to block liao..
delete those weirdos liao..

-.-it never ends.

Maybe people need more time to accept brandon.
But, the thing is that, im with him.. Why does it bother them?
i mean. HELLO.. like whatever.

i realli reallli dun care.. but i cant stand it if people starts bad mouthing my hubbie..

i dun want my hubbie to feel sad... =(
please support our relationship ..

he is realli realli a good guy..
ya~ he is fragile, he can get too emotional at times..
but then -.- .. AIYOH.. who are u to ..nini nono ..about him..
are u that perfect?

=)

hehehe ahhaha ehehe ahaha..
SO HAPPI..
VERY HAPPY..
UMM HAPPI??
LOL HAPPY!!

Blogs are great..
They just absorb everything u say..

haix

..smelling his jacket.... and crying myself to slp...

haix

..smelling his jacket.... and crying myself to slp...

He's Still a Kid

What do you expect? He is still schooling..

What were u thinking when u compared the both of them?

YaYa..i broke up with him..so he cancelled my phone line..So what?!!

im not allowed to sign a new one because my current boyfriend is not capable??!!

What the Fark!??!!

Hello!!!??!!??!! He is Still a KID!!!

one minute u accept him...one minute u dont...

i will not allow u to burden him, compare him with others...
LIKE PARDON ME, but didnt u notice the 7-year-age-gap..???

How can u assume that someone is not capable when he is still 7 years younger??
want me to slap u is it?

let me repeat 1 more time!
i will not allow u to rest the weight of the world on his shoulders..
And u know what??
Even though he is this young..he does nt have the maturity of a 13 year old ah beng ..
soo i chose him..coz i wanna be with him...pls stop making up stories of bla bla bla..and bla bla bla...

u rather see ur daugther die poor or u rather see ur daughter killed my her own mother in law?

this is my life...love it..or live with it..

CHANGE!

Im not what most guys think i am. im spoilt, im a flirt and i just love

=)

i saw Erma's 9th monthsary pics.. and other pics that she and her beloved boyfriend took when they go out for dates.

i love my hubbie =) i realli do... ><

MY GUY!!

hehehehe
i dont usually post such stuffs ..but bear with me ya~
u can puke later..

0.0 hmm
i want my guy to be fat! or at least meaty=)
i want someone who can talk to me about anything !! anything at all..
i want him to open up to me MORE! voice out what u want and what u need.

:( i think thats about it??
besides love me and pamper me and spoil me and feed me and everything all over again..
Realli nothing much..

to hubbie=)
im happi that we are able to talk about that silly silly stupid boronic misunderstanding yesterday ... sorrri hubbi i didnt mean to hurt u or what what.. i just dun want u to see me as a jealous bitch.. or something..
just promise me u wont do it again ok?
then again..i cant blame u ..coz..men are such 4 sided tootsquares when it comes to relationships.. they think 2 times slower than girls 0.0 lol!! LA~~

Worst Day Ever~

hmph! Anything and everything anyone does from this point on...will kena diu nice nice by me.

Im not a negative person ... REALLY!
But YOU just HAD to CROSS that LINE!!

No offence. but because of people like you, i've respected Tammy more because she is brave enough to still live after what those losers did to her.

Its so frustrating when someone just doesnt get it. And i mean it.. Doesnt get it..
Other contributing factors that lead to my foul mood..includes..
[Prepare for the lameness of it all]
:my knee!!! When is it going to recover!! i want to run!!
:My phone line got cut off! Like thx ar..
:i cant stand it when people stalk my facebook updates
:i didnt get to go for my ig de barbacue

EVEN LAME THINGS LIKE hubbie saying Shandy WAS cute affected me..

Bloody doucheland ..motherfarker la!!~~
cannot make it men who just cannot make it to anywhere because anywhere cannot exist..son of a bloody lesbian with half a vagina and with children whose face look like pieces of tootsquares!

pests

I cant help but to notice the DRASTIC INCREASE in melodramatic POSERS!

I find it annoying that.. Firstly they failed to impress me with their sweet nothings and oh-so-real promises. Then, they focus TOO much on looks. Lastly, they are so damn predictable... I mean.. C'mon people~~

Ain't there any other ways to capture the heart of a maiden~ =)

What I find the most annoying about these "more than perfect" suitors are that.. They just LOVE to put the blame on me when they can't get me.

I mean C'MON!!! I'M NOT CONCEITED... I'M JUST AWESOME~! AND WAYYYY ABOVE UR LEAGUE..!

oopsie? I mean 0.0 I'm wayy "under" your league =) AWW... kucci kucci... boom bomm wahh wahh Whoosh =)

When I look at you

>< cyrus =")"> jane mei]

to Jane mei =)

Thanks to you.. I can easily get over those people that I thought were my friends. At that time, you were my inspiration.. your super duper rude and bo chap attitude towards hardcore gamers tells me not to treat them seriously as they will never see the what the real world is like.

To Sam =)

I would never have joined cue sports if it weren't for you =)
You've showed me what a real friend is =)

To Brandy~

When I first met you, I thought you were just another URGH CMI guys that Xav once talked to me about.
but, nah~~ it ain't all that now is it =)
I'm glad I did not lie to you =)
I'm happy, =) that I got to know you
but, I'm HAPPIER I've met belle cause of u~ =) AWW!
most importantly, you've showed me how powerful love can be =)
Hope it was worth the wait..

~ Life is NOT easy!! REALLY!!!
but I'm thankful that you guys are there for me when i need ya most=)

=( cant get used to it

talking about it is 1 thing...actually knowing her is another thing..

1 word.. urgh~
enough said =)

[hurts so much...]

time

I'm sooooo not going into another relationship until I'm READY..

I want to take things slow..

very very very slow..

I do not believe...

in love

singaporean men??!!!

You will never understand this unless you are in my shoes[and FIT ur FEET in them!] and have the same perspective as i do~

The thing I hate about most Singaporean men are that they love to whine~ never fail to complain and can and will make the stupidest mistakes that no one else can think of. I despise their attitude about bringing others down. Without a doubt, their specialty is to defame the particular individual by POSTING their foes' name up like.. umm.. on the internet?? Like whoa~ A new publicity stunt.. if Singaporeans haven't done it.. no one would have thought of it. Ahem~ to you from me~ Why don't you post the full name instead? how about photos? 0.0 DNA sample perhaps? or some hair~~ or something! JUST to PROVE to the poor machine that, this, this, that, that actually exist =) The only reason why the number of Sarong Party girls increase every year is because Singaporean men are not MAN enough to face up to reality that they NEED to grow up! basic maths!
[This is purely based on what i see 0,0]

100%-> Singaporean men
50% of the 100% -> MATs, In Jail, AH BENGS.. pai kia.. wutever ppl.. jobless..~Etc. etc. [basically losers]
the other 50% is divided by 2-> 25% [who are married or already old!]
the other 25%-> 12.5% are KIDS [potential losers]
the other 12.5% divided by 2-> 6.25% move away from Singapore cos they think that Singaporean women are losers
and the LAST 6.25% are RARE GEMS!

that 6.25% 0.0 out of 100%... DAMN~~

Bring in the foreigners~~

Translation for tea jie =X

Ellos ellos~ Tea's xiao mei here. BWAHAHAHA x)

Translation :

Tea's - Perhubungan cinta [love??] adalah sebuah puisi. shi kin harapkan rakan rakan HAPPI, baru shi kin akan satisfied!!!

Janessa's - Perhubungan cinta adalah sebuah puisi. Shi Kin akan berasa puas hati jika rakan-rakannya gembira.

=X I THINK SO?? LOL!! IDK what is MAZE -_-

something i put on my facebook~

I dedicate this sentences to all my friends! Original Statement: 生命是谜宫，爱情是谜语~ 晶晶只要朋友们快快乐乐开开心心就满足了
[now ENGLISH!!] LIFE IS A MAZE LOVE IS A RIDDLE. TEA WILL BE A VERY CONTENTED IF HER FRIENDS ARE HAPPY AND CAREFREE =)
[let me try malay now~] Kehidu...pan adalah -> MAZE! Perhubungan cinta [love??] adalah sebuah puisi. shi kin harapkan rakan rakan HAPPI, baru shi kin akan satisfied!!!

WELL!! i have a perfectly perfect explanation for the FAILED BAHASA MELAYU!!
JANE MEI WAS NOT THERE!!! [to help me translate 0.0 ]

This is what my TRUE FRIEND SAID~

the one in bold is someone dear to me..
Gives ME great advice..

this part of the convo is funny

This shows how realli lame gamers are..

These 3 people here just intepreting lame things gamers can come out with

To lose a friend..or 2

i am not happy to announce that
i've just lost yumi-mei as a friend.. she realli hated me now.
It was all a blur. i really don't get it. She hates me because of a game?
Joey? he left me too. .for the game..
All coz of a game?
no words can describe how hurt i am now.

yumi tell me to "get the fact right know what is happening before u start to comment something"
"wtf.lol. what u talking. what u duno who send what? u dun even know?"

this is clearly not the yumi i know.
so means, if things get worse, i'll lose jane too.. and jane is like.. the sister i never had..she's great kind she understand.. most importantly, she is who she is to me.

i posted a non-constructive sentence. the objective? yes i do have one.
if it was realli realli wen/wan.. he would have called me, rang me up to complain and why we should not "relax". ^^ i remember still those days..

that comment was not to side anyone. solely based on finding out whom did this.

July Activites & cam-whoring?

Another mundane day of "communication"
Ok my updated plans for these few days And By the way, i do not need STALKERS to "ESCORT" me to any of my activities..and i mean ANY of them DARLING!
Now....umm some pictures

Being "popular" , has definitely take a toll on my life..hahahahahahahhaha
"popular!"

I wanna thank all my friends from my class and my igss [ sorri i cannot publicise names because of stalker-alert, i need to protect the identity of my friends]

^^ i appreciate all of u

TEA's idol!

lol! i know i know!!

my idol is dawn yang!!
^^ she is so pretty ..who wun love her!!

Gooshh!!
wanna be just like her!!

OK NOW!! FIRSTLY I NEED TO SHED OFF LIKE.. UMM A FEW KGs...

NOW I'm 46 or 47..!

I NEED TO BE 42kg!! TO HAVE THE BODY!!

ONE MORE TIME!! DAWN IS SOOOO PRETTY!!

TesT Photo TEST!!!

hmm basically this is the $200+ shoe i saw...some where...so mesmerised by it..WOOO~

LIFE SO FAR!!

urh!! ya rite..like finally so many weeks after i can blog something decent!
HEHEHE

Umm ya!! Got alot of Deadline!
For conservation IG, i cant wait to have another go giving the CE talk with my fellow members!
For cuesports IG, i cant wait to be the usher for the competition and to train hard!

And and and..My poor friend BuYi got quarantined due to h1n1 reasons! URgh..So unfair!
In addition! i got a 1 week MC!!! [why couldn't i gotten it in MI!]

But i love school so much that i think i'll forgo and ignore That MC! hahahah
Seriously! im feeling unwell.

Ok now The serious Things!!

I LOVE MY CLASSMATES.. A.K.A FRIENDS!
We may have some rough patches here and there..but..We love each other..lol!

Eh 0.0 why cannot post pictures ar?? URHH

People who got Blocked!!

life is great..
Just blocked some weirdos from my msn ..

and im lovin it!!

Trust me! the people are closer to me than i thought ..LOL xD

Yeah i blocked hypocrites, suicidal people, bad people and desperate people!! xD

Umm so you guys..guess yourself bah..Who i block!!

Its damn obvious..hahaha

Jane Mei's Fetish part 2~~~~

Muahaha 2nd Jane mei's Fetish!!!!

Tea^^ "i hate hong kong dramas!"

it was something like...

Jane " i like to watch Hong king dramas" [Which is obviously in cantonese language]

" I read the malay sub-titles"

Jane mei's fetish

This is how Jane mei loves her men..

[JANE] 殷向晴 says:
=.= u knw wad my fren told me?

TeA^^ says:
wat

[JANE] 殷向晴 says:
she say "even if u kiss the ugliest guy in the world, they will look handsome after u kiss them" i was like WTF?!

TeA^^ says:
LOL WHY

[JANE] 殷向晴 says:
because she kissed a fat ass but they broke up last year and, she showed me the picture i was like.. omg.. that kind of guy also she can kiss ;x

TeA^^ says:
LOL!!!

[JANE] 殷向晴 says:
and she's not over him yet

TeA^^ says:
wtf

[JANE] 殷向晴 says:
i keep saying he's ugly and fat, get over him

TeA^^ says:
but u nvr see pai b4. how u know whether he handsome or not? tao yan

[JANE] 殷向晴 says:
Wendy jie say he's super nerd so i suppose i'm over him?

TeA^^ says:
did u ? lol contradicting :T

TeA^^ says:
lol but funny la
u say i qing qing yi ke nerd nerd zai ownself like nerd nerd de

[JANE] 殷向晴 says:
LOL! well i guess im attracted to guys who wear glasses

TeA^^ says:
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so its "i hate nerd guys, i just love them with specs on"

[JANE] 殷向晴 says:
WAD?
omg
okay~
u got the WRONG point
change topic
+Coffee`Lolita+ is u ar?

TeA^^ says:
cofffee lolita not me
lol
my kor kor
forgot his nick lol..quincy i think

[JANE] 殷向晴 says:
o.o i ask is it u:w he say is ghost LOL

TeA^^ says:
lol jane mei will be on my "funny list"
i should blog about it man
brb

[JANE] 殷向晴 says:
I SHOULDN'T HAVE TOLD YOU !!!

TeA^^ says:
LOL

[JANE] 殷向晴 says:
damn

maybe..

After chatting with edwin...

dunno lei..

learn alot..

he just simply clear all my obstacles away..

MAybe its just the way i see things...

Thank you dude.

Friends Still Care

^^ I love Thos,
i love LoOoN..
i love rachel.R..
I love Jer..., Jane-mei, joei-di,k-di,haik><, KD...ETC... They are always here for me when i need someone.. ^^They are the True friends that nvr leave me.. After drifting away from that "BFF"... I have MORE GOOD FRIENDS I'm happy that I've "outlived my purpose" hey why not?? i was like a prisoner anyway.. WOW the Cruel Speed to Get over once a BFF... LOL Laugh out loud Woo HooHoo ALL'S Well, EndS Well

Friends

"Emily: when she outlived her purpose , by right she should be forgotten or eliminated"

oh ..yes emily..i totally agree with u ^^

i should becareful about choosing friends next time..

Well.. Dont be too happi honey, Thats what's going to happen to u too ^^

this applies as a warning to all of you out there..
Doesnt mean someone stick to u like a close kin, they are actually ur friends whom u can trust...

Then again..
luckily i still have real friends..like phoebs, and paigey..^^
joey di and keong di..
and if i list them all..
it would be countless..
i love u all..
those real friends..
Not Reel Friends

LoL ..one day u know ..why.. u are so alone...
And that day will haunt u as along as u dun learn from ur mistakes..^^

What a "friend"

Shit , shut up... i'm not defaming u ..
Just a day ago your little brother text messaged me saying that u "cared"
and will give me a "Call"

Like fuck i believe....

i mean..

After seeing the way you've treated Hannah?, Karen?, Nat?, Mei Foong?, Shalini?, Angel?, and whoever..

Most probably u would treat me that way too..

Maybe YM and Gob was Right all along..
Maybe its just luck...
or your pride?

Maybe you've just used me all along...

What a "friend"..

No i dun hate your "girlfriend"
I merely wanted you to use your "brain" to think..
About whether she spending all your money on luxurious restaurants is right..

your brain thinks its wrong..
your heart thinks its right..
your dick thinks its right too..

So what is the syndrome called? ...dickheaded stubborn a-hole..
Enough said..
I've had it with hypocrites..
Not saying you, but your "girlfriend"

your "girlfriend" talk bad about her own friends..WOW
That is like the "in" thing isn't it?
Such a melancholic incident..
Aww, I feel "bad" that you fell in "love" with her..
No wait, I don't really care..
I don't think I'm right..
I just follow logic..
Jesus Christ!
Give me a break..

One MORE thing~~
As a BFF, i just want you to find your true love..
I dun want you to get hurt along the way..
You've seen the way I've "used" someone..
You knew that hurt...
Aiyah!! no other word but for u to THINK

Ex Ex Ex

No... im not talking about extra large or Ex-files
The Ex-Boyfriends And Ex- Girlfriends..

There are 3 ways to pull yourself out of a potentially Destructive emotional Rut..

Firstly,
Cry it out Baby^^
Especially for girls, we need to confront the situation and allow ourselves to mourn the loss of the relationship.
After that, move on pls...We are not the showerheads in the bathroom..

Next,
Reflect over what went wrong
Learn what went wrong..not obsess over it..

Lastly ^^
Make plans for the Future^^
Go on casual dates.
im not talking about serious relationships and slutty one night stand..

^^Finding love is possible^^
always look in the bright side of life..~~

7 mistakes to regret a lifetime

First Entry...
YAY..
whatever..

7 mistakes? 7 Boyfriends....7 Fucking Things i shouldnt Have Had...

YM the First...S.X the 4th.. Leon the 7th
YJ the 2nd.. Vinc the 5th
YL the 3rd.. JL the 6th

Fine....I've made those mistakes myself..
Being the intolerable submissive, maid-wannabe gurl for u guys..Dream on bozzos

But All this Ends now..
Don't get me Wrong..
i dont hate ALL my ex-es..

i only DESPISE some of em~~ REALLY... I don't feel like eating your guts YET..


YM, was the love of my life...the warmth of my heart ...the soul of my body..
and the first love..
i don't really regret being with him..
But who cares?
We are better off as friends..

YJ?
Urgh...sorry dude..
but if any church is recruiting for fake namo-namo's like u, be it the ones i don't go to..
i have 2 wise words from wise HOLY men for you..: GROW UP!!
this was definitely a mistake..
Great thing i initiate the break up..
Whatever..

YL? Duh~ the massive A-Hole.. i was like his 10th GF?
But i made ally with his 9th...so ..
lets just say he smoked like a chimney so i decided that we're off...

4th was...who again?
oh ya..S.X
The super damn ego gamer..
i dunno much about this enigmatic person anyway..
Thank the Lord he notices u from up there...
Great thing we broke up..
Serious girls, he is not a bad person or anything..
He is just OSTRACIZED by the society..AWW (like hell i care)

Vinc...EWW
like the Biggest mistake ..
online bf..
2 weeks with no slp thanks to his cries at night..
Luckily incoming calls are free you know...
ya ya...He is just like...
A DECADE HOTTER THAN ME!!
like i said..
wallet of a billionaire..
car of a racer..
attitude of a pai kia
temper of a fat 3 year old without snacks...
ZZZ
Like...whatever..AWW

JL? hmm..Don't even go there..
the moment i criticize my phone will start ringing...
ya...the most perfect guy in the whole world...
gives me all the FREEDOM...
and CARES for me alot...
i am so SAD that I've got over u..really....
READ my sarcasm.....
OH ya...almost forgot..

i remembered..
i would rather choose jun cai..
people hit me on the head and say DUMB ..pls~~

Leon..
0.0..
well...Blur...no brains..Gangster..
Aiya.. Whatever xav and i tell him..
he forget the next day..
memory work people..
yes i'm still with him...
i wonder for how long?

He gets on my nerves like every time coz he is so damn slow..
i remember my mum asked me.."is he...umm..autistic?"
..ZZZZZ
if he can think...and change those thoughts and dreams into action..
then that's my dream man..
(not clinging on to phantom hopes)

for now I'm not sure whether leon is a regret too..
but..I'll count him in as a prepaid transaction..

OH ya...
Before any of you wanna SHOOT me with Sar-21 Bullets..
i suggest u reflect on your SUPER immature Personalities...
Inability to make me Happy..and your Never Ending Demands..
Thank the Lord i've got tired of you Boys..
GO TO NS AND GET SOME FRIGGIN MATURITY..
like thats going to happen?..
AWW..
SAYONARA To 2008 Relationships...